feeling so incredibly tired…just wanna sleep for the next 24 hours. thought life after exams would be more exciting but all i wanna do is sleep. and i don’t know how to feel anymore. just feeling pretty apathetic; everything is fading away. everything comes to an end maybe things are just running their course

post-exam has been pretty unexpected. always thought i would feel a huge wave of relief when the exams finally end but it was weird just felt very nonchalant and apathetic. but no complaining post-exam slur has been FARRRR better than the constant waves of pressure that have engulfed me last month. finally went shopping!!!!!!!! i’m such a fail girl haven’t been shopping in like 5 months…not kidding. except for the jacket i bought at zara a month ago but only give myself like ten minutes to shop then so not counted. hhahaha can’t believe i went around looking like a homeless person for two month. but honestly don’t really a shit…comfort > looks. i could throw away all my skirts and wear jeans for the rest of my life. 

but ahh think the post-exam period would be much better if everyone had ended. most people are still having exams so its hard to be super excited and happy when your friends are still under so much pressure. goodluck ucl/kings/lse people!!!!!! just one more week then we can all go crazy singing starships ^^ STARSHIPS ARE MEANT TO FLY~~~HANDS UP AND TOUCH THE SKY. hehehe. everyone gave me a disgusted face yesterday when i started singing that…sigh